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              “Cecil was very kind indeed; only – I had better tell you the whole truth, since you have
              heard a little it was that he is so masterful. I found that he would let me go my own way.
              He wouldn’t  improve me in places when I can’t be improved. Cecil wan’t let a woman to
              decide for herself – in fact, he darent. What noncense I do talk! But  that is the kind of
              thing.”
              “It is what I gathered from my own observation of Mr Vyse; it is what I gather from all that
              I have known of you. I do sympathise and agree most profoundly.
              I agree so much that you must let me make one little criticism…”
              FARWAV  195

              “of  course,  there  is  no  question  of  “someone  else”  in  this,  no  “jilting”  or  any  such
              nonseous stupidity. I beg your pardon most humbly if my words suggested that there was.
              I only want that there was force in you that I hadn’t known of up till now.”
              “All right, Cecil, that will do. Don’t apologize to me. It was my mistake.”
              “It is a question between ideals, yours and mine – pure abstract ideals, and yours are the
              nobler. I was found up in the old vicious notions and all the time you were splendid and
              new.”
              His  noice  broke.  “I must  actually thank you  for  what you  have  done  – for showing me
              what I really am. Solemnly, I thank you for showing me a true woman.”
              “Thank you very much for your gentleness.”
              FARWAV   185

              I don’t mean exactly that. But you will question me though I beg you not to and I must say
              something.  FARWAV  , 184

              I  shall  never  forget  your  insight;  and,  dear,  I  only  blame  you  for  this:  you  might  have
              warned me in the early stages… FARWAV , 184

              “What do you mean by a new voice?…”
              “I mean that a new person seems speaking through you,” said he.
              It’s your old idea, the idea that has kept Europe back – I mean the idea that women are
              always thinking of men.  FARWAV 185

              apologize
              FARWAV , 177

              George corrected him: “I am not bad.”
              One looked down, one’s nose at this. “Then certaingly I won’t play,” said Cecil, while Miss
              Bartlett, under the impression that she was snubbing. George added:
              “I agree with you, Mr Vyse. You had much better not play. Much better not.”
              FARWAV , 166

              We find, though, that the Miss Alans were coming.  FARWAV  161

              I tell you they shall be…  FARWAV , 131

              I suppose I must forgive you  FARWAV , 124
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