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                            financial  troubles  were  in  the  past  and  the  fearfully  expected  child
                            had evolved into an absorbing family. They were always glad to see
                            old Anson, but they dressed up for him and tried to impress him with
                            their present importance, and kept their troubles to themselves. They
                            needed him no longer.
                                  A few weeks before his thirtieth birthday the last of his early
                            and  intimate  friends  was  married.  Anson  acted  in  his  usual  role  of
                            best  man,  gave  his  usual  silver  tea-service,  and  went  down  to  the
                            usual Homeric to say good-by. It was a hot Friday afternoon in May,
                            and as he walked from the pier he realized that Saturday closing had
                            begun and he was free until Monday morning.
                                  "Go where?" he asked himself.
                                  The Yale Club, of course; bridge until dinner, then four or five
                            raw cocktails in somebody's room and a pleasant confused evening.
                            He regretted that this afternoon's groom wouldn't be along – they had
                            always been able to cram so much into such nights: they knew how to
                            attach women and how to get rid of them, how much consideration
                            any  girl  deserved  from  their  intelligent  hedonism.  A  party  was  an
                            adjusted thing – you took certain girls to certain places and spent just
                            so much on their amusement; you drank a little, not much, more than
                            you ought to drink, and at a certain time in the morning you stood up
                            and said you were going home. You avoided college boys, sponges,
                            future engagements, fights, sentiment, and indiscretions. That was the
                            way it was done. All the rest was dissipation.
                                  In the morning you were never violently sorry - you made no
                            resolutions, but if you had overdone it and your heart was slightly out
                            of  order,  you  went  on  the  wagon  for  a  few  days  without  saying
                            anything  about  it,  and  waited  until  an  accumulation  of  nervous
                            boredom projected you into another party.
                                  The lobby of the Yale Club was unpopulated. In the bar three
                            very  young  alumni  looked  up  at  him,  momentarily  and  without
                            curiosity.
                                  "Hello,  there,  Oscar,"  he  said  to  the  bartender.  "Mr..  Cahill
                            been around this afternoon?"
                                  "Mr.. Cahill's gone to New Haven."
                                  "Oh ... that so?"
                                  "Gone to the ball game. Lot of men gone up."
                                  Anson  looked  once  again  into  the  lobby,  considered  for  a
                            moment,  and  then  walked  out  and  over  to  Fifth  Avenue.  From  the
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